a real trashcan, in the flesh

[skelecream]

hi, im cream! im tired. thats all you need to know. im constantly and forever tired

but roleplay-wise, i mostly write dave (davesprite is my sweet creamsicle son, i love him, he is good and deserved better. alpha dave is also a Cool Bean), dirk, rose... like all strilondes actually, karkat, terezi, uh. dipper? wirt? a handful of fe13 characters?? sans sometimes. wade wilson if youre able to convince me (which means if youre playing agent preston or good ol petey or nate, basically. ok i accept a lot of marvel peeps who am i kidding i just dont dabble in dp a lot lmao). i dont even know anymore its come to the point where i roll the wheel of "am i going to write this character for realsies or not" each time i log into cherubplay and pretend there are no tears streaming down my cheeks as i wait for its metaphorical neons to stop flashing in my face

i really love space mercenary aus!! theyre super rad! im also all about awkward meetings and neighbor aus. most of the time though i only end up writing crazy fleshed out yet super vague aus (ie: "i wrote twelve paragraphs explaining the logics behind the science in this steampunk au but idk what plot we can do im down with whatever"). i also dont reply as often as id like to and i feel like shit about it

and uh. yeeep thats all and also this is a mess jfc im out